If you tell the truth you don't have to remember anything.



Fell in love with this song instantly after I heard it on the radio. Couldn't stop myself from buying this song in iTunes. I'd been listening to this song over and over again. Definitely worth it! 

Anyway, two weeks before I'll step my foot on KLIA again. I can't really describe how I feel but it's just some random mixed feelings that is indescribable. People, forgive me if I am not able to meet up or talk with you before I leave, I hope we will meet again in future. 

Some hidden truth that I have never share before. I used to blame myself for coming back to Malaysia on December was a huge mistake. The reason I came back on December was because I made a promise with my ex-girlfriend that I would come back sometime that year which I recall after several months. When I came back, I was doubting myself a lot asking questions such as, why am I here in Malaysia when I can do more in Hawaii. Yes, I am kinda regret with my hasty decision. But things turned the other way round after my grandma passed away and I am really glad that I was back in Malaysia that time to be able to see her for the last time and to pay respect. Ever since then, the doubt I had in myself completely disappear. You gotta know one of the rules in life, everything happen for a reason and I firmly believe that. I stopped blaming myself but to accept the fact that I am here in Malaysia. 

Ah Ma! We sure do haven't meet for a long time don't we?
Hope you are doing well :) 

And another hidden truth from me was that, along that 2 years, I am prohibited from connecting to the social network. In other word, I am not allowed to bring my Macbook Pro or my iPhone with me and that would be no Skype, no Facebook, no Twitter and no Blogspot. You can call that meditating if you want, but I would call that complete transformation of myself to stay away from all these gadgets. 

And the last one I could think of is, I am not exactly away for 2 years but maybe more than that since I am planning to go on study after my mission. In other word, it would mean that by the time I finish my mission, I might travel out again. To sum things up, this is not 2 months or 3 months but probably few years I would say. 

I really do not hope any of you will forget me but I do hope the next time we meet again, we would be talking like we used to. Thank you friends :) 

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