I have learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I don't usually go along with the flow. I tend to do it the opposite way which is why people would sometimes call me stubborn and I kinda agree with it. 

I am well aware with my attitudes and I am pretty sure people around me are aware with that as well. I couldn't agree more when I describe myself being impatient and often make a fuss out of small little matters. This turned out to be a good thing to me as I had made myself a reminder to remind myself to be more patient and not to be hasty. 

In fact there is another thing which I don't really like about myself. I have no idea what sort of creatures possessed me but I do not feel comfortable each time I scolded a person in my life. To the extend where I would be so sorry and apologising to that person even when I am considered right. Frankly speaking, I do not want it this way but it would literally cut my heart with a sense of guilt. My colleague even told me not to be over-kind. Well, I wish I could if I manage to find what is wrong with me. 

However, there is one little thing I like about myself which is realistic and the definition for realistic is having or showing a sensible and practical idea of what can be achieved or expected. I have gone through a lot to finally understand the meaning of realistic. The last I remembered was, I couldn't sleep for 2 whole weeks thinking of my failure. I began to realize that I was being too naive hoping for changes which turned out to be NO. Trust me! I would do anything not to go back to the nightmare!


I like this dog. He is so hyper active!

 I look so big every time I wear this Red Arsenal Tee. 

On the way to Pasar Malam 

Happy Birthday Piow! 
I kinda like to watch Got Talent show and Britain's Got Talent show is my favorite! I like British accent more than American accent. And the way they speak really amaze me! I hope I would have a chance to learn to speak British English. 

Watch this video! 





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